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Well, im blogging here, because its my off day today...

I just want to say, that i really miss him.

I wont be able to see him for this week, but hopefully i could next week.

This week has been really challenging.

First day of work, i had to work full shift. All the way until clear up.

Clearing up was tiring because the wagons are really heavy and there were like 20 of them and only 2 people pushing them in. Not to mention the slopes too!

After that i was so exhausted, because it has been quite some time that i had to stand for very long hours. And i only had muffins for lunch and dinner. So as expected, i was hungry when i reached home. But too tired to eat, so i went to sleep. My appetite hasnt been good lately, i dont eat much, and i havent get my menses for this month, but im having abdominal cramps...

The next day which is Tuesday. I woke up in the morning to work at Prudential. At which, around 12.30pm i head to Bugis, for this other job for night shift.

Yet another exhausting day, but time really flies faster when you have a friend to talk to when there is no customer. This time round the bus was a single deck bus and it was full, so i had to stand for half the journey until i finally got a seat and close my eyes.

The very next day i had to work morning shift, dragging the wagon out and arranging them is tiring when your partner is selfish and dumb. Tell you something about this partner, she didnt help to drag out the wagons, thats fine with me because she is arranging them. But whats not fine with me is that she only handled her section and left my section for me to handle myself, i have 12 wagons while she has 8, i dont get it why she is taking so long to arrange them and lend a helping hand to me.The frustrating part was that she also arranged her section wrongly and took up a lot of space. If she arranged 2 to 2, my space would be narrower, so i shouted at her, "Listen! Arrange it 4 to 4, like in the first day, that way, i would have more space for my 12 wagons!" She's older than me, but im smarter than her.And she's so stubborn headed, just because she is experienced it does not gives her the right to do things her way.

So after the other promoter came in and took over my place, i went to had my lunch and head to Bishan to cover for someone else. Its scary to be on your own in a unfamiliar place with no guidance. Its not that i have never been to Junction8, but its the part where you have to take the back entrance and go through security checks, i have never been in there. So upon reaching there, i was sort of lost,  so i called my Manager and she gave me a really mouthful of directions, so i took note some of the important things to look for. At last, i found the door, thanks to my good sense of direction and excellent eye sight, it feels like im in amazing race. Plus, i wasnt shy to ask around, one of the lady in the security check room, helped me to punch my card and stuffs. So in the mall, i looked for my brand, and had no idea what im supposed to do. Luckily, one of the workers was kind enough to helped me and explained, she also showed me the room and the places where i can find new set of stocks. After that, i was on my own. I took the initiative to look around, learn where i could find certain stocks. After that, i felt lonely. I had no friend to talk to. There is one guy who seems friendly to everyone, but he doesnt want to talk to me. So i tried to strike a conversation, by asking how long has he been working there. But then it ended just like that too. So i just did my own stuffs, text people, scribble on a piece of paper. Its a weekday, and there werent many customers... My 5 hours, there felt very very very long.... Until a malay girl came in. She belongs to another brand which is just beside mine. In fact,i was covering up for her friend. She is really friendly. Again, i started the conversation,since she also looks bored. Then we started to talk about relationships and stuffs... Time flies much faster.

Now i think it boosted my confidence and i guess, i'll be much ready to take up new challenges. Ohhyeaahhh

And lastly, i miss you Muhammad Khalid :)