Minutes before being DOOMED

After doing that ^^ for quite some time.
I kinda forget what i wanted to blog about.
...
okay i remembered....


Today suck BIG TIME!! I mean seriously... Do i have to do that kind of mistake in times like this??!!
Its crazy, crazy like hell.
To top that, i drag someone that i really really love with me!!
Stupid stupid stupid me!!
Oh-Gosh, if it was only me, i could take that, but him, no i couldnt.
I cant believe it happened.

Its 8am Khairiah, not 2pm and not 2.30pm.
You really have to tighten the screw of your brain.

Thank Allah, i have the gut-feeling to wake up and check the bloody timetable.
Can you imagine if i have woke up at 10am?? I could have missed the whole fucking paper and there goes my combined humanities...considering that i only have 5 subjects, i cant afford to get terminated for one subject...

And so i manage to reach school on time, because i ran all the way, ran like im running for my life. -.- I was lucky.
I sat down, my stomach starts to hurt. Im worried shit. I couldnt concentrate but i tried hard to, i did the paper as best as i could-maybe i did not, because i gave up half-way. Anyway, its-OVER!

I have to start planning for my future NOW. Get prepared for the worst.

***Im sorry, you trusted me & i let you down.