Zombie

Its almost 2am in the morning and i'm not asleep.

I am distracting myself, occupying myself with all the games that i could play.

But wait, i am still thinking about it, about you, about us.

Its taking its toll on me. Seriously.

I can't get you out of my head.

There is nothing that i can do without feeling any guilt.

And i'm sorry i reacted the way i did.

I am human, and i have my own limits and i get frustrated when i can't control things around me.

I am so irresponsible. Its no wonder why you get mad at me. :(

Maybe i am a liar, but what was i lying about??

And so yeah, it seems like everyday i am waking up late in the afternoon.

First thing i would do is to reach out for the book i am currently reading~ The Famished Road by Ben Okri. Its super thick but supertothemax interesting and engaging. It triggers my imagination to run wild. And when you read it, its like watching that boy grow up... its so megafantastic and i am lost of words to describe it. Sensational.

When every old people goes to work and only left us at home it has and always been a survival challenge. Sometimes they even forget to leave money for us to spend for our meals.

Ends up and forever will, eating noodles. I can cook ya'know but the main question is what to cook and with what?? And ohgee, they are too busy and occupied with work that they always forget to restock that refrigerator. Food is going out and nothing is going in. -.-

I will soon be a hungry, a very hungry, a very very hungry zombie.

Perhaps i could even sacrifice my brother and eat off his very flesh.But he is a very thin meat.

Studied at Rye's crib. And she is sick... ;( get very well soon babe!! :)