Your blog tells me no grief, no guilt. Blabla is how you would describe it.
It makes me wonder now, if you even care?
I push you away, wanting to know if you will be willing to pull me back. That i learnt from someone.
No apologies, even if you didnt do wrong, i told you my feelings was hurt. "Im sorry" would make a difference.
Last night, i couldnt sleep because of you.
Our time is running out.


You almost always pick the best time,
to drop the worst lines.
You almost made me cry again this time.
Another false alarm,
red flashing lights.
Well this time I'm not going to watch myself die.

I think I made it a game to play your game
and let myself cry.
I buried myself alive on the inside,
so I could shut you out,
and let you go away for a long time.

I guess it's ok I puked the day away.
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way.
And if you want me back,
you're gonna have to ask.

I think the chain broke away,
and I felt it the day that I had my own time
I took advantage of myself and felt fine.
But it was worth the night,
Right where I want you