Im sorry if i keep pushing you away. But how can i not? Its hard to let go. Hard to let go of everything. Literally everything. Sorry if i avoided you. Sorry if i dont talk to you much lately. Sorry if i have nothing to talk to you about. Sorry that if we dont have a topic to share but only led us to talking about us.
Everytime i see you, i remember someone else and everything else that comes with him. The reason i left you. And everything that comes with you.
But up till now, i have never felt your genuine sincerity. Up to now, have never felt that. Everything you do for me, you expect something in return and how can i not avoid you, you scare me sometimes.